Here is your translation:
“Yahya, my son, I love you very much. Forgive me. I love your mom very much. I might have acted bad with her, but I regretted it, and I tried with her several times. I begged her until I lost my dignity , but she didn’t accept (*). I asked her to do it for your sake, but in vain. You are my friend and brother. No one else but you can understand me. I love you, my son. You’re more precious to me than the world’s fortune. You’re more important to me than my heart and even mind. Forgive me, my son.”
- He apparently meant to get back together.